HAPPY RE-BIRTH-DAY!

March 21, 2009

In the dark of night

I come running, stumbling

to Jesus

Scared and alone

I cannot breathe

For I am scared…

I don’t know how to get into heaven

I don’t know what I must do

I don’t know where I should turn

I hear God’s voice whispering to me in the shadows

But, I do not understand

The loud sounds of my doubt and despair

Are crashing in my ears

Battering my heart

Making me deaf

But then you come to me

You say, “Do not be afraid”

And I am not.

And you say, “Child I love you.”

And tears run down my face

Because I want to believe that you can love me

But, how?

How could you love somebody like me?

You don’t know me

You don’t know what I’ve done

You don’t know how I’ve hurt others

You don’t know how I’ve hurt myself

And you say to me, “You are known…”

And you say to me, “You are loved…”

And you say to me, “Let me hold you—for eternity.”

But, I’m not sure

There must be a catch.

There’s always a catch!

There must be a trick.

There’s always a trick!

My mind is spinning out of control

My heart is beating way to fast

My breath stumbles in my chest

I CAN’T DO IT!

I can’t be good enough

Strong enough

Wise enough

Holy enough

And you say, “ENOUGH!”

I’ve already done enough.

I died on the cross for you—it was enough

I shed my blood for you—it was enough

I asked God to forgive you—it was enough

It was enough, child!

It is enough…

Out of arguments I run into your arms

I cry upon your chest

You hold me as I spill a lifetime of pain upon your shoulder

As I confess those things I have buried deep within me

Never subject to the light.

I say, “I’m sorry.”

You say, “You are forgiven.

Let us begin again.

Today we can start over.

Today is your Re-Birth-Day.

Today you are born again.”

Born again?

“Yes, let’s start again.

This time trust me to do the work.

This time let me do all the heavy lifting

This time let me fill you with my Spirit.

This time put all your hope in me.”

And I said, “O.K.”

This rhyme was inspired by the following scripture in the Bible.

John 3:1-13 (NRSV)
Jesus and Nicodemus

Now there was a Pharisee named Nicodemus, a leader of the Jews. He came to Jesus by night and said to him, "Rabbi, we know that you are a teacher who has come from God; for no one can do these signs that you do apart from the presence of God." Jesus answered him, "Very truly, I tell you, no one can see the kingdom of God without being born from above." Nicodemus said to him, "How can anyone be born after having grown old? Can one enter a second time into the mother's womb and be born?" Jesus answered, "Very truly, I tell you, no one can enter the kingdom of God without being born of water and Spirit. What is born of the flesh is flesh, and what is born of the Spirit is spirit. Do not be astonished that I said to you, 'You must be born from above.' The wind blows where it chooses, and you hear the sound of it, but you do not know where it comes from or where it goes. So it is with everyone who is born of the Spirit." Nicodemus said to him, "How can these things be?" Jesus answered him, "Are you a teacher of Israel, and yet you do not understand these things?

"Very truly, I tell you, we speak of what we know and testify to what we have seen; yet you do not receive our testimony. If I have told you about earthly things and you do not believe, how can you believe if I tell you about heavenly things? No one has ascended into heaven except the one who descended from heaven, the Son of Man.